Eileen Moeller
Moonlight Calving
They say those who begin under moonlight give the richest milk. A cow lies down in the field when it's her time. You're summoned out of warm bed into the damp, the clover underfoot. The shepherds were drawn by a star, but here in these rolling fields, all silvered and shadowed, you've come because of a phone call. There are no choirs singing. All you hear is the lowing of one in need of relief. You will be her annunciation, her benediction as you reach up inside her and pull as hard as you can. **** But the writer worries. Who cares that they have to be yanked out? And it hurts, goddamn it, that she's full of a rage she knows no one wants to hear about. It' s messier than she ever could have imagined. Don' t look away in embarrassment, though. She delivers, she does eventually. As she cleans it up, you'll see, the thing will develop a presence. This tender scaffolding of words still too wobbly to stand, curls on the moonlit page fresh from its difficult birth, **** For the sake of argument, why not say it is also effortless: akin to Jell-O setting if Jell-O suddenly set and came alive. One minute there is moonlight. Well, we call it light, but really it is nothing even remotely resembling true light: the white of sunlight with its hidden waves of color. This is light reflected from a body curving toward another body. An ethereal whiteness slowly solidifies in a field, comes alive as a newborn calf bleating for its mother and we feel the milk of its yearning, the nuzzle of one who is grateful to be found.
Eileen Moeller has an M.A. in Creative Writing from Syracuse University and a variety of publications.
